prologue

i have written a full post before my cursor decided to break me and shift itself out from the type box at the precise moment i pressed backspace, thus reversing the web page and vanishing my entire post. anybody ever had the same problem?sigh..i guess its a sign to tell me that i should be focussing on my final exam tomorrow.

so i shall, but not before leaving something here now that im at it.

2 things. one. do you bother thinking about what went wrong when you see that screen name on your instant messenger that you no longer click on. that you no longer jump in and say hi and send virtual hugs and kisses and high fives and a virtual truck load of bouquet of roses or together virtually dancing in an empty white room filled with roses falling from the sky..i do.  i shall elaborate later on that.

and two. i dont think i will spell it out here, but its the mere mentioning of it that i crave for. as this is my space, so i shall.

what i am really trying to say i guess is that, hmm...have you ever looked in the mirror and wished that you could have a clone of yourself as your bestfriend? i have.tou che.. but i believe, that if at any point, we even get a small percentage of it for even a limited time, it is something that we should hold on to inside of us for the eternity to come even when its gone. as for me, i have. for a sinner, i have been blessed. a being as close to perfect as this to one's definition of perfection dont swing by too often. i just feel that i should recognize it. so this shall be my transcript that for I may one day cease to exist, this will live on, or so i hope, to prove that i have had the chance to hold on to my godsend, even if she doesn't know it..=)

You will live in My Heart, forever.